update ... abbreviated w/more to come as i can fill it in

november:

• car accident
• ouch ouch ouch my back!
• car accident (5 days later)
• nyc -> home really fast
• death
• nyc
• thxgiving

december:

• perp
• work party
• snow
• holiday blur
• new tires

january:

• snow
• nyc
• snow
• "pain and suffering" settlement

february:

• blizzards
• blizzards
• lotus @ 930
• server crash at work
• emailed goody about barrettes (2/22)
• blizzards
• epidural
• leave for europe

march:

• england france england home
• apparently one of my friends who is no longer my friend had a baby
• (he's a month old now, she still hasn't told me he was born...she posted on facebook tho...glad i'm so fucking important to you --- only message since then has been this: "i owe you $ for the dmb tickets" um, no you don't cause i'm selling them for a huge profit!)
• sts9 @ 930
• 930 cupcake and woodchuck WIN!
• lush party & win
• alex is home! for good?
• no more perp
• bank drama begins (3/25)
• epidural #2
• weekend w/o money or credit cards
• bank drama ends (3/29)
• good tb2 karma & tb2 <3
• goody comes thru!!!!

upcoming excitement:

alex is home (still !!!)

disco biscuits !!!

hockey !!!

PIL !!!

weezer !!!

ben folds !!!

dmb !!!

soundtrack to my life as a movie

1. Opening Credits: Take Me Out – Franz Ferdinand
2. Waking Up: The Emperors New Clothes – Sinead O’Connor
3. First Day At School: Hurt, by NIN, covered by Johnny Cash
4. Falling In Love: Personal Jesus, by Depeche Mode, covered by Johnny Cash
5. Fight Song: How I Could Just Kill A Man, by Cypress Hill, covered by Rage Against the Machine
6. Breaking Up: A Night Like This – The Cure
7. Prom: Dirt Off Your Shoulder – Jay-Z
8. Life’s Okay: Flake – Jack Johnson
9. Chillin: Marigold – The Ocean Blue
10. College: We Are Going to Be Friends – Thew White Stripes
11. Studying: Thieves - Ministry
12. Mental Breakdown: Superman’s Dead – Our Lady Peace
13. Recovery: N 2 Gether Now – Limp Bizkit & Method Man
14. Driving: Ch-Check It Out – Beastie Boys
15. Flashback: Ootischenia – The Be Good Tanyas
16. Sleeping: Everyday – Dave Matthews Band
17. Meeting the Love of Your Life: Songs About You – Peter Stuart
18. Breaking Up: True – Spandau Ballet
19. Getting Back Together: I Be The Prophet - Tricky
20. Sex Scene: Suited N Booted – Snoop Dog (awesome)
21. Wedding: Lost In The Supermarket – The Clash
22. Sex Scene: Such Great Heights – The Postal Service
23. Birth of Child: The Passenger – Iggy Pop
24. Final Battle: Capital G – Nine Inch Nails
25. Funeral Song: Ocean Size – Jane’s Addiction
26. End Credits: Subway To Venus – Red Hot Chili Peppers

the very best & silliest part of my day

is when i cut the top off a snack size bag of reese's pieces and dump them in my mouth. there is something about it that makes janice and i giggle like little girls.

--portishead "it could be sweet"

But the thoughts we try to deny
Take a toll upon our lives
We struggle on in pride
Tangled up in single minds

mahpod poetry

i didn't use my whole ipod, just a 700 song playlist (there are 13,000 songs on my ipod)

(after reading this, i have decided my ipod is somewhat suicidal, or perhaps, ready to run away from home

put your mp3 player on shuffle and write down the first line of the first 20 songs.
post the poem that results.
the first line is the title


I had no choice but to hear you

Ten fingers we each have
Your whole life is empty
I wish I would have met you
You found a sweater on the ocean floor
Brainstorm take me away from the norm
Fill these spaces up with days
Kiss me goodbye, pushing out before I sleep
Past the road to your house
In the heat of the night, in the heat of the day
Any time, any day, you can hear the people say
Know me broken by my master
Will I wake up
Scarlet beautiful, with your eyes so blue
This is our last goodbye
I’ve been waiting
It seems like years since you held the baby while I wrecked the bedroom
Little sad with everything around me
I saw it written and I saw it say
Cold and frosty morning there’s not a lot to say
Hopelessly drift in the eyes of a ghost again